I'm wondering at what point did I start believing my perception of what I am or am not capable of? Not really sure and to maintain my own sanity, I won't dwell on it. But the question sits there as I try to wrap my mind around this new step I'm about to take.
I am terrified, yes, because this is not familiar territory, yet I am so ready to at least try before I begin to doubt myself. I'm sure I'll have those moments here and there, but I have to remember it's not about anyone else but ME. That is one reason why I can't help to be thankful that I don't have any dependable obligations (i.e. a significant other, a child etc.) and all distractions such as transportation have been removed from my immediate access. Even more so, it is fortunate that I am able to see the blessing in what some would consider to be lack.
The vision has been confirmed. Now the only thing left for me to do is to take the first step with the belief that I can do this.
♥ Love,
Sophia Peony
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