I had a dream that shook my core to the point where I don't even want to reiterate what occurred. It's just crazy how he can manage to come into my dreams and break my heart that way.
He never really broke my heart. Honestly, I was the one who pushed him away. So this is my consequence. After all, every action has one. I'm still learning how to cope/function, but it's really hard...just as hard as it was 4 years ago.
I'm taking a job in another state and I'm actually pretty thrilled about it. Fresh new start in a city I [already] love. I can't say that he's not in the back of my mind somewhere, constantly tempted me to reconsider. However, I can't base decisions like this around someone who is not even active in my life anymore.
I wish it was possible to directly communicate with him in his own dreams that would influence him to fly to wherever I am and confess his undying love for me, of course, which would turn out as our beautiful never ending love story again. A girl can dream right?
♥ Love,
Sophia Peony
